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One thing you should probably know about Doubleawk is that she’s a fiery feminist, always ready to point out (and blame) the power of the patriarchy for one wrong or another.
But another thing you should know about Doubleawk is that she likes to look pretty. True, she might not always (ever) shave her legs (not b/c she is a feminist, but because she is lazy and practically hairless), she forgets to brush her teeth, and she plays fast and loose even with the shower every other day rule. But when it comes to nighttime, or to having her picture taken, she likes to be seen in a cute outfit, heels, and a face full o’ make up. Blame the patriarchy.
So when the New School, which she will be attending for her MFA in nonfiction (starting a week from today!), told her she could send in a photo of her choosing for her student ID, she grabbed the camera and started posing. She didn’t even wait for photog hubby to come home, but took pictures of herself. Why not use a preexisting photo? Well, the ID folks had specific parameters; plus, picking the right photo was a complicated calculus. She couldn’t look like she’d picked the best photo of herself. It had to be a natural looking photo, with enough make up to be pretty but not so much as to look like she was wearing any. So she took, like, a billion photos, each one not quite right–one too shiny, one with a creepy smile, one from too far away. And she had bags under her eyes.
A bit of cover-up, and finally, she got one she could live with. But the excessive glow and under-eye satchels continued. What’s a girl to do?
It’s called retouching, and once you start, it’s hard to stop.
I swore I’d tell no one. Then I sent it in, and afterward felt the caffeine-like buzz of an irrevocable secret, like midday cookie binging or a crowded-train fart.
Let me say this again:
I retouched my school ID photo. I’m a thirty-one year-old self-proclaimed feminist and I airbrushed my school ID photo. And then I admitted it to you.
So today, when I went to pick up my ID, I was excited to see how it turned out / nervous that the retouching would be obvious and people would judge me. This is the New School, after all, where I should be super-comfortable with my appearance, esp. if said appearance involves tribal facial piercings. But I digress.
The man who went to retrieve my ID hesitated. Oh, God! I thought! Does it look so young that it doesn’t look like me? Then I saw it.
This Leda Eizenberg was younger than I am, to be sure, but that wasn’t the problem. She was blonde.
“That’s not me,” I said.
“I didn’t think so,” he replied. “But it’s ok. You’ll just have to get a new photo taken. They’re taking photos today.”
“Can’t I just resend my old photo?”
“It’ll be faster to retake it.” He clearly wanted to help the next student in the line that had built up behind me.
“But it was a really cute picture.” I tried to do the funny, goofy thing.
“This one will be even better! It’s exciting–your first day of school and all!” The woman next to him chimed in.
Do I look like an eager freshman? I thought. “But, but…” I was desperate. “It’s hot out. I’m sweaty.”
They shook their heads.
I kept trying. “I’m not wearing make-up,” I mock whispered. “I haven’t even showered.” When they looked at me like I was crazy, I tried another tactic. “Will there be a huge line?”
“I’ll call them now and tell them to let you go straight in.” He pulled out his phone. I was dismissed.
Naturally, I got hotter and sweatier on my six block walk to the building where photos were being taken. I had mascara and a kind of ugly lip gloss on me, so I ducked into a bathroom to apply, then sat down in the hall, popped open my lap-top, and resent the original photo just in case they would make me a new ID using it.
Predictably, a mob had formed, consisting mostly of young co-eds, all pretty and made up, not one tribal piercing in sight; maybe I had the wrong impression of my new school.
They whisked me in for a new photo, ignored my pleas that they use my old one, and took my picture. As I waited for my ID to be printed, I emailed John:
The stupid new school put a blonde girl on my id, so I had to take a new photo, and I’m sweaty, unshowered, and only had mascara and lip gloss in my purse.
So much for my retouching efforts.
(In a weak moment, I had confessed my retouching to him about a month after submitting the photo).
I’m sure you look beautiful! Also, your obsession with how you look on useless photo ids is possibly problematic.
Well, honey, one out of two ain’t bad. I fully acknowledge that it’s problematic. It’s just that when I look good in an official photo, I feel like it’s official proof that I’m good looking. Young in an official photo? Officially still young.
To quote another woman who set back the feminist movement 100 years, “You betcha!”
On the bright side, this goof-up saved me the trouble of having to argue with people about whether my (undated) ID was current when trying to get student discounts.
On the not-so-bright side, I’ve just revealed myself as terribly shallow.
Blame the patriarchy. Or blame my awkwardness. Better yet, let’s just blame the bags under my eyes.
Dear readers, you know that Doubleawk wears a lot of hats. All of her literal hats (and her husband’s hats), it should be noted, come from Salmagundi, the best hat and accessory store ever/epicenter of rad hipness, located in Jamaica Plain, MA, my old hometown.
Her metaphorical hats are a bit more complicated. Yes, she’s a writer, a blogger, a former teacher, an educational and writing consultant for a still top-secret organization, and a person who for some reason today feels the need to refer to herself by her blogging handle/in the third person.
She’s also a former book publicist, which just goes to show the truth in that old saw, “once a book publicist, always a book publicist.”
That’s right, I’ve contracted out to my friend Brian as a publicist for his yet-untitled 611 page fantasy tome, the first in a series of equally hefty novels about the Annurian empire. Does being a publicist fly in the face of my work as a citizen-journalist-blogger? Maybe. But you can be assured that Brian isn’t really paying me to publicize his book. I did charge him a twelve-pack of Corona Light for helping with the party, but I’m being forced to give a Corona Light to every person he gets to come to the party without my help. So far, I’m down to nine Corona Lights. I promise not to drink all nine of the Corona Lights at the party, because this would be bad publicity for the book and my dignity.
Brian is a fun writer to hang out with because he believes in sharing his work as he goes and soliciting advice from his audience. He’ll also sometimes name something after you, although I’ve thus far been unable to get even a dwarf of species of beetle named Leda. He claims it’s because my name is overripe with bird-bonking allusions, but I’m unconvinced. In any event, throughout the writing process, Brian has solicited advice from his friends via email, which was fun, even if most of my advice was totally ignored.
Once I accidentally replied all on a character name vote, vetoing an option because it was the name of a real douche bag I’d known in college. Then another friend wrote back and said he was besties with said douche bag, and I was horrified. You always think people who hit reply all instead of reply are total idiots. Then it happens to you. Turns out the friend had never even heard of the college douche bag, and was just trying to freak me out. Also turns out that I lost the vote, and now the character shares the name of the college douche bag. Which character, you ask? Well, you’ll just have to read the book to figure out if I thought you were a douche bag in college. Or you could just ask me. But I digress.
Brian’s August 29th party in/near Putney, VT will feature:
–guests dressed up as characters from the book (but don’t let this stop you from coming because you:
a) haven’t read the book or
b) think it sounds incredibly dorky
–a signature cocktail based on the novel
–a “page signing.” Bring a printout of your favorite page of the novel, and Brian will sign it for you. Could be worth millions someday! Or 1/99th of 1 cent.
–target shooting with a bow and arrow (Don’t worry. I will stay far away from weaponry)
–a book titling contest (that’s giving it a title, not something having to do with boobs. But there will be boobs at the party).
–an opportunity to have a character or something else named for you!
Let me know if you want to read Brian’s book before coming to/instead of coming to the party. I can send you a copy. Have any friends who are super into the Sci-Fi/Fantasy genre? (Don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone). Let me know and I can probably get them a copy, too. Have any friends who work in publishing? I’d love to be the one who hooks Brian up with a publisher. Then maybe my pay would be restored to a whole twelver of Corona Light. Which I will share. With you. Sorry I have such gross taste in beer.
Finally, I want you to watch this movie I made about Brian, his book, and his party. I made it with this new web-program to which I am totally addicted called xtranormal. You should become addicted to it, too. It allows you to make and watch movies about the things that really interest you: yourself, your life, and your friends. You might even find a character who looks like you! Check out how much the girl looks like me!
Disclaimer: Brian does not have an English accent in real life. I gave him one to make him seem more appealing so you would read his book and come to his party.
Email me at doubleawk [at] gmail.com and I’ll send you the full party info! If you like, I’ll also send you an electronic teaser of Brian’s book!
Also, you can fan Brian’s book here!
Some of you, even those of you who are fairly close to me, may be wondering, “What is it that doubleawk does with the limited time she has when she is not awkwardly bumbling around, making people uncomfortable, stalking celebrities, or writing about these experiences?”
Ordinarily I spend a fair amount of time wearing a sweatsuit and forgetting to brush my teeth.
But right now, well, I’m on a business trip. Yes, it’s a business trip in Vermont which involves me working with one friend and crashing at other friends’ love nest. But still, it’s a business trip. And ironically, even though I remembered I wanted to brush my teeth, I forgot my toothbrush, so that on my first morning of work, I had to brush my teeth with the lovebirds’ toothpaste using my finger, as if I were a teenager who’d unexpectedly been allowed to have a sleepover.
But the very concept of being on a business trip is comical to me because I’ve just re-entered the paid workforce after a fourteen month hiatus during which I’ve been writing full-time (aka wearing that sweatsuit), and before that, I was a teacher. Teachers don’t generally do business trips; instead, they do field trips, which feel more like family outings with a really big family.
I should pause for a moment to inform you that the one and only time I went on a field trip was to take a class of sophomores to a rather sexy performance of Macbeth. The sexiness of the performance is neither here nor there. What you do need to know is that after sitting in traffic for an hour and a half on our way back into the very city from which I had commuted that morning, I had to pee super-duper badly. We were stopped at a light when I said to the driver, “Can you let me out here? I don’t think I’m going to make it.”
“We’re two blocks from the theater.”
I managed a frantic grunt, gave the parent-chaperons an apologetic look, then shot out the door of the bus. I ran to a gas station, where the attendant informed me there was no bathroom. “But where do you go?” I pleaded, circling my hips in a desperate measure of urinary-containment which she may well have taken for an invitation to join me in the bathroom. “I’m a teacher taking kids on a field trip and I’m about to wet myself!”
“Try the fire station across the street.” I sprinted across Boston’s Huntington Avenue, not even bothering to look for oncoming traffic. No one responded to my distressed greeting as I stormed the firehouse, looking wildly for a bathroom. I barely made it to a toilet, not even managing to close the door behind me. Greatly relieved, I scampered out of the firehouse without meeting a single firefighter. (It should be noted that two years later when stuck in traffic during a blizzard, I temporarily abandoned my car and ran into a different firehouse. This one wasn’t empty, but the firefighters were quite nice about letting me pee there once I explained that I didn’t expect them to do anything about the traffic and/or the blizzard.) But back to our original tale of bathroom woe:
“Where did you go?” asked my students when I finally rejoined them at the theater.
I couldn’t think of a convincing tale. “I really had to pee,” I confessed, thus in all likelihood sealing my legacy as Peeda Eizenberg or something even more embarrassing/clever.
But business trips are different. You can pee pretty much whenever you want (though I don’t recommend it on the bus from New York to Hartford.) Still, other challenges arise. One big one is being apart from your sweetie.
John and I have been using technology to compensate for being apart. No, not in that way, you pervs. For example, I sent the picture at right to him in a romantic gesture. Because apparently according to me, romance = giant bags under your eyes. Oh well. We also used Skype video chat. Only it was a one way video chat, because John doesn’t have a Mac like I do. This leads to me getting distracted by the tiny image of myself, and instead of following the conversation, musing aloud on the angles which gave me fat face.
Then I wanted John to be able to say hello to our friends, so I trotted him around the room, allowing him to see everyone and chat with them. It was rather like carrying around a robot I was dating (but not, for some reason, one to which I was married). Or my husband’s disembodied head. Or the crystal from that show Out of this World, through which Evie’s father communicated with her.
Although we invited John to watch the movie Fired Up with us from the vantage point of his computer videocasting the film via my computer’s camera, he opted out. A foolish move. It was a surprisingly awesome movie. With important lessons. Remember, dear reader, “you gotta risk it to get the biscuit.”
Workin’ it awkward style,
Well, dear readers. It’s an exciting day here at doubleawk. We have our first reader-submitted celebrity photograph. And, in keeping with doubleawk’s kinder, gentler version of paparazzing, it’s devoid of obvious celebrities. But it does show a television shoot happening today near our reader’s office in San Francisco. It’s a pic from the set of Trauma, a show that will air on NBC and apparently caused a lot of drama by filming a fake tanker-trailer explosion and a fake old-person-plowing-through-a-pedestrian-market. Two great tragedies that apparently go great together, in the minds of the show’s producers.
Things appear calmer outside the lobby of 1 Bush Street, where our fearless reader snapped this pic:
The photo comes to us courtesy of Charles: dear friend from college, real estate development mogul, and now celebrity photog #3 here at doubleawk. Charles, be warned that the filming of this show might create a fake disaster area near your office. Plus side? Maybe you could leave work early.
My research on Trauma yields the following: it’s yet another medical show. Now, to my knowledge, NBC just finally got rid of a medical show that no one had watched since I was in high school. Why in God’s name would they invest so heavily in another? (Obviously, closing San Francisco overpasses so you can stage a controlled tanker explosion isn’t just scary and stupid. It’s also really freaking expensive.) The medical drama is an overdone genre as it is. I hate to bag on the show of a fellow Dartmouth alumna, but Grey’s Anatomy has basically pole-vaulted the shark at this point. Wedding swaps? Ghosts? The afterlife elevator metaphor? (Which isn’t to say I don’t still watch it online. It’s just to say that I’m embarrassed to admit it. But isn’t humiliating myself what doubleawk is really all about?). Why-oh-why would NBC want to cram its way into this high-budget, overdone market? Oh, right, because this show is supposed to be different. It’s not about doctors, or nurses (finally becoming characters in their own right on Nurse Jackie, another show I haven’t seen), but paramedics. Is this some sort of attempt to reach out to a more working class audience, tired of the problems of neurotic doctors? Is it a social/cultural phenomenon sprung from the tensions of the healthcare reform debate? I don’t know. And I still don’t care. I won’t be watching it, unless there’s a chance I can see Charles in the background.Even if Charles had managed a picture of an actor, I wouldn’t have been able to recognize him/her. I haven’t heard of any of the people on this show (which doesn’t mean they’re not great actors, just that they’re not celebrities).
There is, however, an actor on the show named Billy Lush, which is a completely awesome name. Hopefully he plays a down and out alcoholic whose drinking ruins his personal life, but doesn’t stop him from being one heck of an EMT.
So, my faithful followers, the floodgates have opened: send me a picture of a famous person/movie set/site of fame-whore interest as well as a picture of yourself awkwardly lurking around, and I’ll post them here at doubleawk.
Yours in awkwardness, Leda
My second post as a celebrity stalking blogger and I’ve already dispatched an assistant to do my dirty work. That’s code for “A major motion picture is filming in my neighborhood, but I’m trapped on a bus to Hartford, so I’ve sent my husband on a mission to collect photographs.”
The aforementioned major motion picture is Eat, Pray, Love, based on the memoir by Elizabeth Gilbert that I haven’t read. It stars Julia Roberts. And you can turn that IMDB rumor into a trumor: James Franco does indeed costar. That’s right, my intrepid reporter/husband snapped a photo of Mr. Franco heading down Atlantic Avenue to his trailer. Mr. Franco and I have something in common; we are both students at creative writing MFA programs in New York. Of course, it wasn’t enough for him to outdo me in the looks, fame, and wealth department. He’s also showing me up by attending two schools, whereas I only go to one. And I haven’t even started yet. Oh well, I guess I won’t be chatting him up about the writing life at a local coffee shop anytime soon. Sorry, James. I’m on location for my job, too, in Vermont. Actually, on a bus.
So above is the photo John took of James Franco, after walking five feet behind him for quite a while, but waiting until he crossed the street to take James’s picture. John didn’t see the point in taking a picture of his butt, but I bet there are plenty of people who would be quite pleased to see a picture of his butt (James’s, not John’s, although let me tell you, John has a really great butt. It’s just not famous. Yet.) As you can see, the photo was taken at 164 Atlantic Avenue, Brooklyn–the border of Cobble Hill/Brooklyn Heights, aka, a view I can see from my bedroom window. Maybe, just maybe, immediately after this photo was taken, James Franco looked up and tried to peep into my room. It would serve me right. But the joke is on him, because 1) I just got new blinds. And 2) I’m still on a bus to Hartford. Looks like only one of us will have our privacy violated today, James.
We actually learned about the shoot yesterday, when embarking on a failed mission to sneak onto public tennis courts without a permit (we wound up driving to Long Island to play tennis. Ridiculous, especially when you consider how much I suck at tennis.)
The telltale shooting (film, not violent) signs were in full force: trucks with film equipment, important looking people talking on cell phones, nosy neighbors (like me!) congregating on the sidewalk, and no parking signs everywhere. And I mean everywhere! They stretch several blocks on Clinton, Atlantic, and Pacific. Guess we won’t be moving our car ever again. And by ever again, I mean Tuesday when the street-sweepers come.
We spotted burly men bringing film equipment into 172 Pacific Street, which is this adorable white house with a red door and beautiful windows–one of the places we fantasize about owning if we had a bazillion more dollars. And of course, we felt a smug pride that some film director shared our tastes. We were remarking on how obviously totally awesome our neighborhood is because this is the second shoot this week, when we passed by two men.
Before I continue with this story, it’s important for you to know that on my way to play tennis yesterday, I looked like this, except that I wasn’t even trying to make the Julia Roberts face that John coached out of me here:
“Hi, Julia.” One of them said. I choked out some sort of confused, nervous giggling sound. But I’ve gotten slightly bolder in my two forays into celebrity stalking, so I asked them what was shooting.
“Eat, Pray, Love,” They said. “With Julia Roberts.” Score double. A huge, major movie being shot in the nabe (God, everytime I use that word it sounds like a body part, so that shot in the nabe sounds like a hideous sex crime! Sorry!), and an allusion to my having some sort of celeb like qualities. Probably the glasses. But I’m going to pretend it was the confident, sexy charm.
Today I had hoped to spot some real celebrities before embarking on my work trip, but ran out of time and thus sent John to do so. So far he’s been better with the info than the evidence (He’s too polite to shove his iPhone in people’s faces). He was able to confirm that the actors’ trailers are located on Atlantic Avenue, between Clinton and Court. Even more exciting, he actually spotted Julia and walked right past her, but claimed he was “too close” to comfortably take a picture. Sounds like I should have trained my staff a bit more thoroughly before leaving town. (Trained my staff can also sound dirty if you want it to).
He did, however, snag a photo of the real paparazzi, waiting around for one of these stars to show up.
Such waiting is a lot easier to do if you live nearby, so you can run upstairs and pee, or change your outfit to blend in on set and maybe get cast as an extra (see my post on Gossip Girl).
And here’s a photo confirming the filming, so it doesn’t just sound like I made this whole thing up in a desperate effort to drum up blog material.
But stay tuned, faithful reader. If John snaps a pic of Julia, you’ll be the first to know. Actually, I will. But I promise to share it with you right away.
Until then, I’ll try to absorb some of the self-helpy message of the film: I already ate pancakes this morning, I’m praying for a great picture of Julia, and I’m loving my life as a Celebrity Stalkward blogger.
Today is John’s and my third anniversary. I kicked off the celebrations of marital bliss by firing him from our blog. He never actually wrote anything, so perhaps “fired” is a bit harsh, but I did erase him from our header, which sounds even more ominous. Sorry, love. Still, I should give him credit for being a wonderful proofreader and gentle critic when this blog veers too sharply into snarktown.
Anyway, I looked up the third anniversary gift, and traditionally it’s leather. According to About.com, the leather symbolizes a couple’s awareness of “the durability of their relationship.” It’s not that I don’t want my relationship to be durable, but I can’t really think of a less romantic way to describe a marriage. Ok, so I can think of less romantic leather-based ways to describe a marriage: dead, dried out, made of cows. But still.
As opposed to durable, leather as an anniversary gift sounds downright kinky in my opinion, as in:
“What anniversary are you all celebrating?”
“Our third anniversary. You know, leather and fetish and bondage?”
“How lovely! Do enjoy!”
But for whatever reason, there are now two categories of gifts you can give to celebrate your anniversary—the traditional and the modern. The modern gift for the third anniversary is crystal or glass, which seems an odd choice. First of all, it’s fragile, and breaks into tiny, sharp, injurious fragments. Plus, the logic seems a bit flawed. Sure, glass & crystal were developed after leather, but a more modern gift might be nanochips. Or even Astronaut Ice Cream.
Anyway, one glass/crystal gift suggested by the interweb is a Love Is Magic Anniversary Personalized Beveled Glass Picture Frame. To be honest, I actually do think that love is pretty darn magical. But I can’t think of a more heinous way to trivialize that sentiment than to mass produce a picture frame inscribed with a tacky poem. I can’t even bear to copy and paste the poem here. If you want to read it, you’re just going to have to click through to the website.
John and I have thought of creating our own list of anniversary gifts, much like our friends Morgan and Patrick did for us (last year was Little Trees Air Fresheners, this year is fair trade coffee—we’re waiting, you two). For our second anniversary, I wanted to get tattoos. The tatTWOnniversary, I called it. But we never managed to get them, in part because we couldn’t figure out where to put them that would be discreet but not prone to stretching or sagging. I think we were also slightly afraid that it would look tacky. Before you hop on the band wagon and agree that tattoos are trashy, let me inform you that I already have one. It looks like this:
But I’m somewhat less motivated to get the tattoos now that we can’t make a fun, new word out of three, tattoo, and anniversary.
In the end I’m opposed to a standardized system of gift-giving that tells me how I’m supposed to celebrate my relationship. (But I’m quite happy with an individual system—keep ’em coming, MoPa.) We’ll decide how to celebrate our marriage, thank you very much. Other couples, of course, should do the same, and if that means following guidelines for gift-giving or even buying engraved picture frames, well that’s ok, too (even if I personally find it cringe-worthy). Love and happy marriages are good things. Celebrate ’em however you want.
For me, last year that meant getting a Hebrew Study Bible from my (incredibly thoughtful) Catholic-raised husband, and a raw vegan meal at Pure Food and Wine that led to intestinal distress. Hot.
This year, we drank a bottle of cava that we’d saved from our wedding reception, and we’ve got a much better dinner date planned at Daniel.
And like I’d tell you if there was going to be leather involved. Awkward.
Gossip girl here. Your one and only source into the mildly interesting lives of Brooklyn’s slightly embarrassed celeb-stalkers/teen soap fiends.
One of the exciting things to do in New York is celebrity-watching. It’s like bird-watching, except instead of birds, you watch skinny and attractive people engage in a range of human activities. Yup, it’s true: there are celebrities here, and anyone can watch them walk, talk and do things. But once you’ve seen a few celebrities walking their dogs, drinking coffee, or tripping on the curb, and you’ve learned that they really are “just like us,” what’s left to do?
Photograph them without their knowledge or consent.
Blog about them.
Try to become one of them.
I should be upfront about the fact that today’s celeb-sighting wasn’t the first since my recent move to New York. While lunching at Chelsea restaurant Cookshop with filmmakers Morgan Faust (Shout it Out, The Treasure of Thomas Beale) and Max Isaacson (Banned German Sprite Ads), we spotted Martha Stewart eating with a young man.
Who was he? We have no idea. What did Martha eat? Deviled eggs followed by some sort of salad with meat in it. Max, too, ate the eggs (Ever the vanguard, Max actually ordered the eggs before Martha did, and proclaimed them the best deviled eggs ever). I surreptitiously snapped a photo with my trusty iPhone, and sent it to several people I thought might enjoy it. Husband, mother, and culinary goddess/dear pal Chrissy. Mom’s response: she enjoyed my ridiculous open-mouthed reflection more than the picture of Martha. So much for my first attempt at life as a paparazza.
But I am not one to be deterred.
So when the fates handed me a golden opportunity to once again insinuate myself into the celebrity world, I took it.
Spotted: Which Brooklyn newbie had a bump-into with Gossip Girl star Connor Paolo? Better watch out big J: L could be shopping for more than corn at the farmers market.
That’s right. It’s 10am, and I’ve just sat in the car for an hour so I could hold onto my space during the weekly street-cleaning. I’m on my way to the farmers market. My teeth are unbrushed, and I haven’t showered since Friday. Suddenly, bam! There’s Connor Paolo, better known as Eric Van der Woodsen from Gossip Girl. He’s wearing the St. Jude’s blazer, which means that GG is actually filming in my ‘hood! So after buying my farm-fresh local produce, I scurry home to strategize.
I decide it’s best to put on an Upper East Side disguise, rather than my usual Brooklyn wear. (And I even shower!) My ensemble consists of a white dress from JCrew (circa 2002), a black belt with a big patent leather buckle from Target, a black cardigan from the JCrew outlet, and red patent leather pumps (Chinese Laundry). I pick the pumps because on my first walk-by, I’d seen several teenage extras sporting bright red shoes. Clever, huh? And no, these aren’t exactly UES brands, but wouldn’t Michelle Obama be proud? Plus, I top it off with a pair of Dior sunglasses, so that helps.
I’m obviously hoping that by looking like a UES lady-who-lunches, maybe I’ll get to be an extra. Let’s just take a moment and acknowledge how ridiculous it is that I put on a costume to visit the set of Gossip Girl in the hopes that they’d let me walk by in the background. Remember, I’m thirty-one years old.
So I get to set and loiter around, trying to look like I belong there, and like it’s totally normal that I’d be wearing this outfit at 1:30 pm on a Tuesday. They haven’t started shooting yet, so no celebs in sight. That looks something like this:
Then, after much shouting and fanfare, the shooting begins, and I’m kept outside the margins of the shot. Although I’m on the side of the street with the background actors, I’m not asked to jump in as one of them. Bummer. Costume strategy fails.
But I do manage to strike up a conversation with a young man in a St. Jude’s blazer. He’s been here since 5:45 this morning. And although he’s been focusing more on his own career as an off-Broadway actor, it’s not his first time working on GG. So, what kind of gossip does he have? I tried to get the inside track by asking him how many times he would have to walk back and forth (obviously envious of the fact that he got to be in the background of the shot). He replied, “Between seven and thirteen. It depends on how well the actors know their lines. And on this show, forget it. We could be here forever.” Then, on the next take, the PA scolded him for talking to me, so I got no further gossip. But I can tell you that they have people repeatedly drive by in Mercedes and Lexuses to give BK Heights a bit more of that UES feel. Oh, and it barely merits pointing out, but isn’t there a bit of gleeful irony in the fact that Constance/St. Jude’s is actually shot in Brooklyn, a place in which Blair would shudder to set a Jimmy Choo clad toe?
So here are the money shots: Chuck and Jenny, chatting outside his limo (which is dinged up on the non-shot side and has…gasp!…Jersey tags).
So, having failed to become an extra or get a good picture with my phone, I set off for Trader Joe’s, where I learned that looking like a UES lady-who-lunches at the Cobble Hill Trader Joe’s earns you plenty of attention. But not so much that I won’t try again next time…
You know you love me.